Tech N9ne - Delusional Lyrics
YeahLike thisI'ma drink this henn', I'ma keep this grinBut if you look at Nina closelyI'ma trying to contain this beast withinI know some of y'all already knowingThat I got a lot a cheese to spendBut that don't change the fact I go insaneI gotta heap of sins, please beginI saw the blitz in all of this when I was just a tallAnd I pictured y'all in itWall to wall but they all said I was just(Delusional)But the people starting calling usAnd I'm balling toughAfter crawling roughAnd I never thought of stuff we saw enoughBut the problem isNow I got 'em here, telling all these kidsI'm the K.O.D and they pumping up the volumeAnd listening hard when I give my heart, is it?(Delusional)When I'm thinking I'm a boss in the bizBut I'm lost and I fake itThat I'm off in the lidBut they pay the cost when it is dark at the cribSome say that if I tell them to hateMy people are at the gate, ready for sealing your fateThat is up for debate'Cause when I make my music, ain't no evil from Mr. YatesCalling me a cult leaderI don't really know what I'm up for sureHear wickedness coming from mine roveThey could blow me but the folks wanna soul see usAt the bottom with the devil, look around and it be, "No Nina"They say I lead 'em to evilLike I was Jimmy Jones and feeding the peopleWhen I bleed in the steeple, the reason they seizing meAin't no decreasing my egoMy powers for good I think, would I shrinkIf somebody took away how good I ink?But that would never happen, I'm making it with the rappingBut they want me to collapse and when I could, I sinkI hope I find what I'm looking forMaybe I should drink just a little more(Delusional)I'm fighting but I'm losingFeel like the alpha of confusion, hear meMy rights and wrongs are questioned in my lifeAnd confusion seems to be my alibi(Delusional)I'm feeling like I don't belongFeel like I'm telling you to do wrong, hear meShe feel like I'm, gonna make them hateBecause I was around and kick itAnd make them babies and now that I made itGotta escape them daily and that's crazy'Cause all I'm doing is making the industry pay meBut when I show my face, feeling everything's greatDid a show then we ate then I'm outta that stateShe said I'm a good provider but daddy of the yearMan, I'm outta that raceHow I compensate for the losses they get often datesThat's too personal, we'll stop the tapeI hope I find what I'm looking forMaybe I should drink just a little more(Delusional)I'm fighting but I'm losingFeel like the alpha of confusion, hear meMy rights and wrongs are questioned in my lifeAnd confusion, seems to be my alibi(Delusional)I'm feeling like I don't belongFeel like I'm telling you to do wrong, hear meThey say I'm seeing thingsBut everybody know I'm being thingsWe them kings, like it or not we running thisGotta lot of hype 'cause I wanna spitAnd I come to grip on the fifthYou gotta know Tech's never gonna missI know I might be a little psycheBut it's nightly and brightly inside of meMaking me a little frighteningRipping it with the right teamI bring hella light when recitingWhen it's all said and done, I'm sickened and heaven'd'Caused this a damned reverend 'All 6's And 7's'I hope I find what I'm looking forMaybe I should drink just a little more(Delusional)I'm fighting but I'm losingFeel like the alpha of confusion, hear meMy rights and wrongs are questioned in my lifeAnd confusion seems to be my alibi(Delusional)I'm feeling like I don't belongFeel like I'm telling you to do wrong, hear meDelusionalDelusional
