Tech N9ne - Fear Lyrics
[Intro - (Mackenzie O'Guin) and Tech N9ne](Fear) This was the moment I feared [x4][Verse 1:]Reoccurring dream, I was fallingDroppin' from something tallAnd Jesus name that I'm callingThis is pretty deep how I'mma decorate the city streetLittle bitty pieces there's really gonna be some chalky drawingsIn this dream I had, when I landI can taste the blood, I can smell the concreteAnd I can feel my bones crush on a calm streetDark and desolate, my heart I never getAnother beat I'm gonna be other head to split, my hell is creditedWhere the red is in, I'm down and dead admit in light I'm dreadin' thisIf we're created of God than predestinationShould not be looked at as odd, when we're blessed to wake in-Side of a dream, like I've been here beforeAnd we sum it up with some french expression like we didn't hear the lordSo I'm hopin' and prayin'That I won't be opened and sprayin'In real life and it's just a dream, and it's not a thing that can sway my viewBut my fear is that I end up layin' and ready for decayin'What I thought was a dream now it's Déjà vu[Hook - (Mackenzie O'Guin) & Tech N9ne:](Fear)If I fall will the angels catch me?Or in it all is it my destiny?Is there a sound when the ground absorbs me?Or a dream tellin' me my story[Verse 2:]I called up my mother, but who answered my brotherHe said "she real sick but I'm gonna put her on just tell her you love her"My heart it just fluttered when mama picked up she would utter"Who is this?" I said "Donnie", but she thought I was anotherDidn't even know me, and she's not an oldieIt's the lupus or epilepsyMaybe the psychosis only"This your son I just called to say happy birthday"Not really knowin' me hit me in the worst wayThen she said "Oh yeah, little Donnie, how you doin' in school?"I said "I'm 42, mommy!"I give my arm, leg, leg, arm, head if that means my momma get betterToughest thing to swallow is when someone who raised you, they gonna forget yaI'm feelin' sadness, I'm feelin' angerSteady praying for a higher power to come down and change itRearrange her cause my fear is that the sickness in her mindIn due time it'll make her son a stranger[Hook 2:]A stranger to the one who raised usNameless to the one who named usBack to the place where it all beganI'm seeing heaven but I fear it's the end[Verse :]Taught to have faith in GodBreakin' bread then we bakin' K.O.DMakin' plenty then spread it abroadWash it down with a glass of ShirazI try to walk the path of the righteous oneBut this life is one, that's full of strife, let's runTo the mountain topWhat I'm 'bout to say if suckas starts to thinking this holy nameI denounce then stopMan, I'm just sayin'I do a whole lot of prayin'And I wonder if it's listenin' to Aaron's nightly whisperin''Bout mom in the tithe she's weakly payin'I know it's a blessing, that I raised kids cause I got skillAnd thank God that gangbang thing didn't bring me hot steelNow my mom's worse and a lot illMy fear is that this God I'm prayin' to for my mother is not real[Hook 3:]Extinguish me from this world of fireFalse teachings taught by liarsPrayers that go in an empty asylumNo salvation from this messiah
