Twiztid - Afraid Of Me Lyrics
[Chorus x2]I'm soHidden and you're never gonna seeI'm coldForgiven all because of my beliefsI'm noBody that you ever wanna beCause I know that the world is afraid of me[Monoxide Child]Now you can try to sedate me, assassinate or just hate meBut there's nothing that you can do to me latelyNow I'm greatly accepted in the mind so I'm confused and intertwinedFrom being rejected so many times, I wanna leave it all behindSo kind of you to pick up the album and give it a try for onceAnd run and tell your homies that these mother*****ers will die for usSo many questions, fingers pointing for answersSuggesting that I'm the cancer that lingers inside the pastureWith green grass up to my neck, and situations that's too fastTo think about and most people can't dream aboutA hundred million miles and every single secondAnd every time you hear this record I want you to feel me on every sentenceReminisce from descendants of past treasuresWe'll embark on a journey that'll stay alive foreverPlus I would stand over on my side of the fenceRegardless of the circumstances or the consequences[Chorus x2]I'm soHidden and you're never gonna seeI'm coldForgiven all because of my beliefsI'm noBody that you ever wanna beCause I know that the world is afraid of me[Jamie Madrox]I am my own worst enemyI'm not the smartest mother*****er and shit, I don't pretend to beAnd why I am the way I am is not a mysteryMy mind's not in proper working order or in therapyThe brain's confused and mentally abusedLife's been hanging on a string so what the ***** I got to loose?And what the ***** I got to prove to you?If you don't know me by now, you'll never know meYou can put that on my real homiesI got problems and they stack like billsAnd I relate to the broken, bleeding heart love killedAnd I awaited in the shadows, awake in the darkHoping to talk to the passed on, I'm falling apartI'm such a mess and decisive, I'm fading awayI'm out of touch with society and living todayNever relying on my sanity, I through it awayTo become the maniac that's got your attention today[Chorus x2]I'm soHidden and you're never gonna seeI'm coldForgiven all because of my beliefsI'm noBody that you ever wanna beCause I know that the world is afraid of me[Monoxide Child]Can you keep a secret?Well I'm afraid world because they want me to die, can you believe it?But I'm still alive... and been floating since '95With my chin held high but I'm so dead insideLet the problems just roll and put them back into a pileBecause it's just a bunch of shit that I can't deal with right nowAnd I'm tired of always guessing and messing it up againAnd the next day it's even deeper and I'm steady sinking in[Jamie Madrox]I took a look at myself and came to grips with what I foundIt was a vision of a child, disturbed and broke downNo soul, no heart because I gave it awayNo time for feeling sorry, I'll grieve another dayAnd all those tears are stored in storm cloudsThat hover above me and cover the uglyContinued to haunt me when I was feeling lowThat's the same reason I hold on and never let go[Chorus x4]I'm soHidden and you're never gonna seeI'm coldForgiven all because of my beliefsI'm noBody that you ever wanna beCause I know that the world is afraid of me
