Underoath - Act Of Depression Lyrics
I tried to cry out from the inside,But I guess my soul did not pour itself out enoughBlood on the walls, flaming black, blood on the walls,I saw you staring through the cracksNo one was to know what was happening in me I felt no love,I felt no reason to carry on with my lifeEverything was wrong, nothing was right,At least that is what I thoughtKids finding laughter at my expenseThey were killing me on the inside they couldn't give up their prideMy heart was bleeding from so much grievingOn the outside I looked fine,You couldn't tell but on the inside was eternal hellI got caught up in the moment of depression,and before I knew it my bodywas lying on the groundWith a gun in my hand my hourglass was out of sandThanks to all the people who drove me to deathWithout you I could of never ended my breathThrough your anger and hate, I was able to choose my fateThere was a way out, but I chose the easy routeBlast of a gun, breath runs out, final thoughts put to extinctionNo more pain, no more love,For you have chosen suicide as the way out... help themIce cold fingers, body lays on the floor,pool of blood you see, you scream out in terrorHer body is now a part of mutilation,Her soul the victim of strangulationI will not accept this evil anymoreI never thought of who I hurt or I never tried to look for the goodI'm sorry for whoever I hurt, it's not easy to look back on my life,and know I did not know ChristFor now I live in a real hellI wish I had another chance... then I would live my life with love