Utopia - If I Have To Be Alone Lyrics
If i have to be aloneThen i should make my mind sereneAfter all you're born alone, you die aloneYou might as well spend every moment in between aloneBut if i have to be aloneThen it will be on my own termsI can never talk about it, ever show itEven though the world is watching while i squirm aloneAnd your bleeding heart friends say, "isn't it sad?"Then they go make loveWhile you go insane. insane!It drives you mad! mad!My mind, i love my mindAnd if no one can feel the sameI'm a computer with a nameAnd i've got no one else to blameIf i have to be aloneAnd if nobody understandsThat special creature that is meAnd if they fail to see the me i seeThen no one else knows truly what it meansTo be aloneMaybe once in a lifetime you lose your willThen you can let down your guardBut they cower in fear. in fear.It makes you ill! ill!My heart, my burning heartAnd if no one will quench the flameI'm not obliged to do the sameAnd then they'll have to share the blameBecause i have to be aloneBecause i have to be aloneBut i don't want to be alone
