Vlad - Carnal Carnival Lyrics
This is a pain I cannot sedateWith each breath I take I'm closer to my fateI am myself, I am what I createI am myself, I am my hateMy hate is a burdenMy love is dyingMy mind is burningMy eyes are lyingI trust no oneEveryone's a strangerI can't trust myselfI know myself too wellThe curtain has been liftedThe past is evidenceIt's draining me of substanceMy hunger only growsI cannot recede into my personal shellI am forced into my personal hellSearching for answers in all the wrong placesTwisted and dementedIt's a carnal carnivalThe darkness that I knowIs the darkness that I amI want to disappearI want to be happyI want to know I'm safeI want to know my purposeI see through your plastic mindAnd your recycled beliefsYou survive to be satisfiedYou use your sins to pacifyLift the veil up from your eyesThe future isn't realPay attention, or you may owe it