Z-Ro - Blast Myself Lyrics
[Chorus: Z-Ro]I wake up in the morning & I ask myself.Is life worth livin’ should I Blast Myself?Before I go to sleep at night I ask myself.Is life worth livin’ should I Blast Myself?Look at myself in the mirror & I ask myself.Is life worth livin’ should I Blast Myself?I got problems but too much pride for me to ask for help.So is life worth livin’ should I Blast Myself?[Verse 1: Z-Ro]Tell me where to go to get a peace of mind’Cause all I see is suicide receivin’ me by my tec9Although my tattoo reads "No more pain"Lately I feel the needle hit me up in veinMost of my real niggas are deadThey done left me with my fake friendsThe ones that "always need youBut don’t appreciate" friendsI’m solo when I rollI live & die by myselfThat way nobody can blame me for the death of somebody else’Cause the way these niggas hate me is an epidemicI’m in the line of fire 24/7Constantly steppin’ in itHate me ’cause I’m doin’ goodHate me ’cause I ain’t doin’ badAt least I got to be a DadBut I got no seedsI used to bleed for some other cats creationBut as far as I’m concerned I would’ve burned for those creationsMy family didn’t make itMake me wonder will I last myself.So is life worth livin’ should I Blast Myself?[Chorus: Z-Ro]I wake up in the morning & I ask myself.Is life worth livin’ should I Blast Myself?Before I go to sleep at night I ask myself.Is life worth livin’ should I Blast Myself?Look at myself in the mirror & I ask myself.Is life worth livin’ should I Blast Myself?I got problems but too much pride for me to ask for help.So is life worth livin’ should I Blast Myself?[Verse 2: Z-Ro]It ain’t that I sound like 2PacI sound like stressJust like automatic when I’m down & depressedI shed tears ’cause I do it so goodThanks to my nothin’ ass homies off the blockNigga ***** my hoodI couldn’t shit, shower or shaveUnless I was willin’ to payThat’s why I wasn’t willin’ to stayI could do bad by myselfI ain’t even have no money for meAnd y’all was laughin’ like me sufferin’ was funny to seeSo wonder why I don’t give a ***** about bein’ hereOn the other hand I murder mutha*****ers"Do we have a problem here?"If you beat me to the triggerI ain’t mad homeyAt least I ain’t gotta cry no moreNo more feelin’ sad homeyI know Trae got my backHe gon’ look out for my peopleGod leave me not into temptationDeliver me from evilAnd if it’s my time, I’m readyIf it ain’t, I’m a ask myself.Man, is life worth livin’ should I Blast Myself?[Chorus: Z-Ro]I wake up in the morning & I ask myself.Is life worth livin’ should I Blast Myself?Before I go to sleep at night I ask myself.Is life worth livin’ should I Blast Myself?Look at myself in the mirror & I ask myself.Is life worth livin’ should I Blast Myself?I got problems but too much pride for me to ask for help.So is life worth livin’ should I Blast Myself?[Verse 3: Z-Ro]I ain’t tryin’ to be a role model, but I am.What kind of role model get arrested for 300 grams?I struggle with my addiction, I ain’t perfectRealize that it’s bringin’ me closer to my graveSo maybe it’s worth itThe more codeine I drinkThe more I’m not awakeI’m like a prisonerAnd syrup is the way I escapeBut this message is to the kidsDo as I say & not as I do’Cause there could be a brighter future for youBut as for me; all I know is drama, all I know is pain27 & I don’t know how to smile & that’s a shameI came in 1977, the first oneBy age 10 or 11 full blown smokin’ blunts’Cause weed was what I needed to evade & escapeBut reality would end up smackin’ me dead in my faceNow that I’m gone, I got no more cheeks to turn.So I ask myself, man is life worth livin’ should I Blast Myself?[Outro: Z-Ro]Went to the preacher full of liquorTryin’ to ask for help.Said is life worth livin’ should I Blast Myself?Movin’ so fast I done *****ed around & cast myself.Man is life worth livin’ should I Blast Myself?I’m tired of bein’ broke. Where was I when the cash was dealt?Man is life worth livin’ should I Blast Myself?I just can’t take it, I ain’t even gotta ask myself.Maybe life ain’t worth livin’ I’m a Blast Myself.
