Z-Ro - So Much Lyrics
[Z-Ro:]Lately I've been goin' through more bullshit than a bull fighterSo when I say my praises to God one verse is like a full choirMy every thought is pain, strain & stressin' me to deathEveryday is like a rehearsal that's preppin' me for deathI think I'm ready because this world ain't no friend of mineOnly thing I qualify for is murder & Penitentiary timeY'all should've shot me in the jimmy insteadBut I guess they was feelin' each other to get head in the bedHere I am, first born torn between Heaven & hellI tell my people say no to dope, but I let it sellNeed to practice my preachin' callin' the kettle blackI know I'm on pot before or not, I gotta peddle crackAin't nobody got my back except the laws when they on itSo I be goin' for broke demolishin' my opponentsLeavin' no traces just blood on faces, believe thatHK I'm a squeeze that, you won't even won't be back.[Hook:]I got through So Much, so I try to stay *****ed upBecause, when I'm sober I can't maintainEven though I do my best, the only thing I earn is stressSo I spend most of my days chillin' with Mary Jane.[Z-Ro:]I can't focus, I'm losin' my mind real fastDreamin' & fiendin' for the day, I could make some real cashDroppin' album after album, platinum song after songBut it's like I ain't did nothin' 'cause the lights ain't on.How can I win? It's like everything I do is a mutha*****in' sinIt got a nigga fiendin' to see my endAll of my friends are fake, they come around when I'm spendin' cashBut when I'm broke they out the door' with wheels spinnin' fastLonely, daily dodgin' the devil but he on meTellin' my people ***** him 'cause he be workin' through my homiesBurnin' bridges & I don't give a *****.Remember y'all laughin' at me when I couldn't get a buck?It's all gravy baby, I got bigger hurdles I'm tryin' to jump over my residenceAnd my vehicle is something I dump overAnd it might not be much, but it's all I gotSo when I paint it, promethazyne is all I pop.[Hook:]I got through So Much, so I try to stay *****ed upBecause, when I'm sober I can't maintainEven though I do my best, the only thing I earn is stressSo I spend most of my days chillin' with Mary Jane.[Z-Ro:]I'm on pre-trial now & I can't smoke no weed'Cause if I catch a dirty, I'm facin' T I M EMy first time ever sober, it's *****in' with my brainGot a nigga with an attitude, I can't maintainIf you cross me I'll bring it to you hard, not softlyLivin' like I'm invincible, one day it's gonna cost meWhen it's time to pay up & I lay up in a graveBury me with a 50 sack & a mutha*****in' 12 gaugeHey, no love in my heart'Cause my homies was phony straight from the mutha*****in' start.Why couldn't I get a ride, if I ain't have no weed?These mutha*****ers ain't my people, they gotta be strangers up a reverend breedSo I bless the streets with my Smith 'N' WessonAnd if you beefin' with me nigga better get your weaponYou better pray that I'm on codeine & I'm just trippin'But I won't let you add up to my problems, I will leave you trippin'. Because...[Hook:]I got through So Much, so I try to stay *****ed upBecause, when I'm sober I can't maintainEven though I do my best, the only thing I earn is stressSo I spend most of my days chillin' with Mary Jane.
