5 Days Ahead - My Cold November LyricsThat night I hung up the phone. Tears were rolling down my eyes.All I had was the comfort of my best friends. The next day left alone.I watched the Lions game. Anything to get my mind off of you.I didn't care who won; I already lost.Remembering those words that I deserved better than you.I tried to say grace before dinner, but what do I have to be thankful for?A heart ripped to shreds with the knife left at the foot of my door.Thanksgiving dinner never tasted so bitter.I wanted to throw it up and send it to youJust to give you a reminder of how it feelsTo destroy someone's holiday.I went to turn on the TV. Home Alone was on, how fitting.I tried to laugh but couldn't find a reason why. Still left wondering why.Black Friday never fit so perfect. It felt like a part of me just died.Seeing happy couples blissfully step through the stores.I just wanted to rip out my eyes.Deep in a box, I buried a picture of you.Hoping to never see it again.It still pops up sometimes.And a tear still rolls down my eyes.Winter never felt so cold.