A Feast For Kings - Consequences Lyrics
I can't stomach the thoughtIt's sickeningI burned the bridgesThat you made for meSo why would you put up with meI've broken every form of trustThat you could buildWith a boy who's fatherlessAnyone else wouldWatch from a distanceAs I drown myself in selfishnessBut no, not you not youThough I wish you wouldBranded like I'm someoneElse's propertyI feel like such a waste of lifeWhen you'd say to me"It's ok son, I'll always love you"But mother I'm so afraidI won't stop hurting youMy mind can't handleYour normalityI get so lost in thoughtsThat no one else would ever dreamStep off, come backNo just abandon meI'd rather you be freeI need something more then helpBefore I end upIn hell itselfIt would seem there's onlyDemons in meI can't stomach the thoughtIt's sickeningI'm tired of losing thisBattle inside meI think it's time to giveThis fantasyTo think that I could unwreckMy historyTake all that I amBe alive in meHear me nowI am your childBroken on my kneesPlease God be the freedom in me