Avail - You Lyrics
it's not an accusation, i freeze when i see you and i can still feelyou breathyou say i spread lies for attention as you play victimtheir minds set on who to believei can't sit here pitied and self absorbedbut i can't scrub this scent cleani've tried before adn i'm sure i can't explain in wordsor thoughts the way i've kicked and foughtand fought myself to be sane to come clean andbegin at last againsure i could give up and those i praisewoudln't give a *****so much for friends, so much for feelings nowwhy don't you spit in my facefor bringing shame to your nameyou and i know for surebehind closed doorsit was you against mei won't sit here blamed and ignoredas i rinse the stains clean without supportand i'm sure i can't explain in words or thoughtthe lessons i was taughtas i fought while you used force for gainand i was skin deep in shamenow i won't let upi'll tread the heals of your every stepso much for friends, so much for feelings nowwhy don't you spit in my facefor bringing shame to your nameyou and i know for surebehind closed doorsit was you against me
