Back to Normal - Hold Your Own Lyrics
I try my best to keep a positive mental attitudeThe only way I can make it happen is pretending that I hate youIt’s a backwards mindset, I get it, but you weren’t easy to loseAnd deep down, deep down, deep down we both know it isn’t trueI lost a lot of friends in two thousand and tenBut I thought you would be there ‘till the very bitter endMy mom sat me down on our broken couchShe said, not everyone will stick around, but you still have toHold your ownLife can be a bust most days but keep your head up and find a way toHold your ownEverything will be okayI try my best to keep all of my expectations lowBut my hopes are high, I can’t denyThis is running awaySo I’ll have to faceFlorida waves or Jersey snow just to get away from all I knowRoute thirteen is telling me this is where we’re meant to beBut every time someone finds something better they always leaveMy panic attacks are a regular thingBut Connecticut will never let me forgetHold your ownLife can be a bust most days but keep your head up and find a way toHold your ownEverything will be okayI’m getting obviously desperateThat song was always your favorite but never the way that I sang itYou left to go to college upstate and I still miss you every single dayThat all hides behind the smile cracked on my faceJealous and forgetful but I remember the things that countLike how you said you cared, and then walked outMy wallet in my pocket and my heart stitched on my sleeveSo I guess that you can see, I’m as ready as I’ll ever beHold your ownHold your ownLife can be a bust most days but keep your head up and find a way toHold your ownEverything will be okayHold your ownEverything will be okayHold your ownEverything will be okayHold your ownLife can be a bust most days but keep your head up and find a way toHold your ownLife can be a bust most daysEverything will be okay
