Blitz Kids - On My Own Lyrics
I've been living in and out of alcohol for so long nowThat every time I try to wrestle with the truth, I'm lost on howI'm a liar and then some, I'm a cheater at bestI'm sick of this wet noose around my neckI'm going forwards, looking backOn everything I never hadUnder the weight of all the qualities I lackAnd I know it's time to changeIt's time to finally act my ageMake amends with everyone I pushed awayDon't leave me on my ownUntil I'm fully grownI'm not gonna be the only oneTo reap what I don't sowDon't leave me on my ownI'm difficult I knowBut I really need a chance to be someoneSomeone I've never knownI've been living in and out of my own head for so longI can't recall when I let my heart behind the wheelI'm a self-righteous hypocrite and I always think I'm rightBut still you're asking me to spend the nightI'm going forwards, looking backOn everything I never hadUnder the weight of all the qualities I lackAnd I know it's time to changeIt's time to finally act my ageMake amends with everyone I cast awayDon't leave me on my ownUntil I'm fully grownI'm not gonna be the only oneTo reap what I don't sowDon't leave me on my ownI'm difficult I knowBut I really need a chance to be someoneSomeone I've never knownGod bless you and good luckI can't stop you from giving upThese things you do are not enoughTo save meDon't leave me on my ownUntil I'm fully grownI'm not gonna be the only oneTo reap what I don't sowDon't leave me on my ownUntil I'm fully grownI'm not gonna be the only oneTo reap what I don't sowDon't leave me on my ownI'm difficult I knowBut I really need a chance to be someoneSomeone I've never knownOh no noNo no no, don't leave me on my ownNo no no, don't leave me on my own
