Bloodline - Beyond These Silent Walls Lyrics
I checked the doorA hundred times or moreSo you can’t get inTo the space that I’m withinAway from sinI reel and spinMedicate, procrastinate, affiliate, hallucinateA love of hateAnd still I waitHear the bolt slide on the gateTo the darkness I am drawnWaiting for the dawnAnd dark, cold waters runLike a place I once was bornOn the other sideOf the glass from where I stareSelf destructionPlease be there.And as I release the painA blade across the veinAnd you declare that you are saneWe are sane, I am saneYet the voices still remainAnother bridge, another pathAnother life engulfed in flameAnother day, another nightOf guilt and shameNothing ends and darkness callsThe clock ticks on and on and on and onBeyond these silent wallsCurled up inside this hollow shellSeeking hellFinding heaven there as wellI am the sky and seaI am the earth and galaxyI am the air you breatheI’m tomorrow’s memoryMasturbate, procreate, hallucinate, and contemplateA love of hateAnd still I waitHear the bolt slide on the gateI hear the voices shoutBreathing in and breathing outI try to see the wholeBut details make me smallYet the colours are all thereThrough the glass from where I stareDestructionPlease be thereAnd as I release the painA blade across the veinAnd you declare that you are saneWe are sane, I am saneYet the voices still remainAnother bridge, another pathAnother life engulfed in flameAnother day, another nightOf guilt and shameNothing ends and darkness callsThe clock ticks on and on and on and onBeyond these silent wallsOpening a veinBleeding out the painRubbing out the stainSeeking out the saneOpening a veinBleeding out the painSeeking out the saneRubbing out the stainStaring through my glassTo see the pain againStaring through my glassAnd feel the shame againOpening a veinBleeding out the painRubbing out the stainSeeking out the saneI hear the clock in the darkness callBanging on the wallTick tock tick tockI hear the clock and my pulsing veinCounting out my fearTick tock tick tockI hear