Breakdown Of Sanity - Chapters Lyrics
Looking back on my footsteps on the cold ground, feeling like fleeingThey say the path I took should be my fate, but I wanna take my lazy steps on my ownDay by day, second by second, I set the course anewWalking through the frames of my life, looking for the moments I'll remember with a smileTripping over lies and hate, envy and vanityI wish I could change the order of proceedings, no chance at allI build a time machine, I will reverse my mistakes, pain fade away!All these sources of noise are whispering and screaming, tempting and frighteningin the middle of my head, beyond my heartThey try to change my mind into something bad, fighting against them for yearsBut in the end I still decide on my own, fearing the mistakes,fearing the responsibility to myself and to my beloved, to my belovedThese photos can't overlook the flashlights, they are surrounding me, observing all my movementsBut finally it's me who's crying for my perfect sincerity, crying for my salvation, crying for the respect against for myselfSo where is the golden means of all decisions? Don't even know if there is a right way I could chooseI go down on my knees, I'm yelling at the ground, in the hope of finding some new answersThousands of questions, only one life for finding answers.One question for thousands of lives - breathing slowly - what ifDespite this I never stopped believing in, waiting for the point I can see it clearly
