Cam Meekins - No (On Top) Lyrics
I used to think that I was destined to be on top but now I know it's trueWhile everybody else flopped I was waiting to drop and talk shit bout youI used to have a lot of stress thinking bout my life and where it was heading toBut now I'm saying "***** that I'mma be alright" guess what you will tooI used to be one of the kids that would over think, I never had no showsI just to act like it was cool when really I was bugging about it on the lowI used to do a lot of singing making some beats and yeah I still do bothI used to give a ***** about you and then I deleted your number on my phoneNot even on some Hollywood shit I'm *****ed up and I play this girlsI do this shit to boost my ego don't really talk about it on the lowAnd if I'm really being honest I'd just lie said I was on the roadBut I ain't never been on tour man this is just something that you should knowI used to think that I was destined to be on top but now I know it's trueWhile everybody else flopped I was waiting to drop and talk shit bout youI used to have a lot of stress thinking bout my life and where it was heading toBut now I'm saying "***** that I'mma be alright" guess what you will tooI love the way that life has a particular way of working outI'm sitting thinking bout all the decisions I made back when I was just a dumb foolAnd now I know more so I can act upon my actions more appropriate so you won't walk out the doorI hear the words you say to me like slow piano loopsSits inside my head throughout the day until I think oh shootI wasted another day doing nothing, no motivationWrapped inside depressions that you put me in after we stopped having sex andTo add on top of that I got stressed out with music shitStarting writing songs that I didn't even like to spitBut ***** that shit, I guess one day I'll finally find my soundAnd leave my mark upon this lonely blood sucking undergroundI worked so hard for this and thought it was all uselessSo I had to ask myself why it is I really do thisI have dreams of buying a house finding a wife and a familyI wanna be around for my kids so they can see their dad and be like"yeah that shit's awesome", so how do I accomplish thatIt's not with major labels *****ing me until I got no assSo I'll just keep it real, try to relax a bitUntil all my stars align and I ain't worried bout shitI used to think that I was destined to be on top but now I know it's trueWhile everybody else flopped I was waiting to drop and talk shit bout youI used to have a lot of stress thinking bout my life and where it was heading toBut now I'm saying "***** that I'mma be alright" guess what you will tooI used to think that I was destined to be on top but now I know it's trueWhile everybody else flopped I was waiting to drop and talk shit bout youI used to have a lot of stress thinking bout my life and where it was heading toBut now I'm saying "***** that I'mma be alright" guess what you will too
