Captain Sparky - Some Things We Best Forget Lyrics
I've started to erase this last year.Replacing everything I came to fear.But my head's still trapped inside your sheets.More and more I think that I killed me.Growing up under florescent hallways,Brother lied under hospital tray,Now I call this place my second home,Some fears die - others grow.And I would take his hand and go to the river,Crisp ice on eyes just made me stronger,I'd do all his drugs to make it go away,I still drink. I drink it all away.Sitting in parking lots, watching stars rise,Sitting in parking lots, I'll never feel right,Riding my bike until my face feels numb,I can't remember the last time these hands were mine,I *****ing hate everything I've become.Maybe I'm older, but I'm not wiser,I still feel just as blinded.And I drove your car alone myself that night,The heat didn't work - skidded over black ice,And you walked me home, stumble drunk again,To a dream that you had that I didn't fit in.And I swear I tried as best as I could,To fix broken bridges and make better on good,I'd follow you, you know that's just me,It's not what I want but it's how I breath.Maybe I'm older, but I'm not wiser,I still feel just as blinded.
