Cashis - Serenade My Life Lyrics
Yea, uh, Shady!Its cashis, serenade my lifeShady!Focusing on openingemotions that I hold withinsurounded by my innerdemonsthinking i should roll with themi dont wanna go to helli dont wanna go to jailbut i wanna kill a manmaybe i should kill myselfpoppin shit, contemplatingsuicidal situationsnow im placed in that positionto provide the whole nationand im spottin niggas hatingim just watchin, being patientpraying for my own *existancesome say im a mental patientdrugs is taking over mesorrow is controlling mefollow my blind hearttomorrow on the *cold of spring*pop is cryin for a weekwill is week, can i speakwithout somebody judging mepushin me and shovin memoma if u love meu will really let me gobut i live for a causethat i dont really knowam I wrong if i crybut i cant cause in timefor the truth in my lifei will be crucifiedChorus:im sittin back patient(patient)im ready and waitin(waitin)for my homicideserenade my lifeand i cant escape it(scape it)im ready and waitin(waitin)for my homicideserendade my lifeX2Conversating with my brothers*spirit here im sayingstrangers in the dark, lurking,groupies gotta feel em wakingi aint eating, i aint sleepingclose the door andi aint breathingdeath is running over memy concious keeps onshowing meever since my early teens,music was my destinywolrd gotta feel my pain,im no longer questionningwhen, where or how i will,happen for when i get killednever take my voice awayrecord sales how i liveleave me as the realast niggapoppin pills, drinkin liquorsucked into the pressuremakes me turn to my agressiongot alot a niggas deadburied all in my headcry inside everytimei ever stop to read my head***** it up, be a manive never been near a manall yall fraudulentu dont like it kill me then***** it up, be a manive never been near a manall yall fraudulentu dont like it, kill me thenChorusSunk into a sea of self--miserybeing dealtmy only fear is lyracillyme not being feltmuch harder, much smartermore true, ***** youno matter what the conversationthis is what it comes toimagine staring at your friendfeeling they dont love youu ride till the end butthey feel they above youi got a chosen fewname my homies in the songdefy all oddsmore to meet when im gonei try to be a better manbaby if you understandmy love for you is truebut i aint really love myselfsee nobody wanna helpbetter off to end this waytalking to my only friendsweed, G's, Hennessycame from a broken homesmoke till the dope is gonelisten to the words homythis aint really just a songcame from a broken homesmoke till the dope is gonelisten to the words homythis aint really just a songChorusSerenade my lifeShady Records on Ca$hisits the real shitserenade my lifei aint scarred, i aint runninim waitin, come get me niggalive as a man, die as a man
