Charles Hamilton - Him Lyrics
[Hook]And I can't let it go.[Vers One: Charles Hamilton]All my idols are a puddle.My rivals are in rubble.Why am I in trouble?Dying for rebuttals.Crying like I love you.Night is when I snuff you.Signs of what can crush the minus sign above the struggle.Silent when I cuddle.Private with my stubble.Higher than the mud you Nolan Ryan'd in the scuffle.Timing when I hug you, so I'm lying when I ***** you.Trying to be other than the guy who wants to ***** you.Heart behind the jersey.Scarred behind the Mercy.Card me, I ain't worthy.Hard to find who hurt me.Are you trying to murk me?Hard replies and Hershey.Started trying to die but then I saw the line was dirty.Jaw defines the curb when we walk to find the dog who birthed me.Y'all can find me hurting in the dark till I am thirty.Growing as a man in a planet of them.Them are women, so to them I'm just him.[Hook]I can't stand Him.It's Him again.But I am Him.The then again.I know you don't want to answer your phone.But I'm coming up under this blanket.[Verse Two: Charles Hamilton]Rated with an X, praying for some sex.Praying to execs, laying for a check.Maybe I am blessed.Make me sign my deathWish and certificate when I say why I am stressedLabels put a head so my day to dayOf finding records saying what I displayWhen I wake up in a sweat.Crazy as it gets, babies sending texts.I say to them, "I guess."They make it even less hatred in my flesh.Raped and given neck.Make it such a mess.Greater than the rest.A Laker with a tech.Rafer with the best.Favors for the West.***** with the refs.Nader with the message.Fader with the Rep.Ladies getting wet.Awake because of death.Growing as a man in a planet of them.Them are women, so to them I'm just Him.[Hook][Bridge x2]One minute I'm fine and at one-minute-and-one I feel nothing.Why must this continue.Why come back and let you knowHow it feels to be Mr. I Told You So.[Hook]