Chris Webby - Chemically Imbalanced Lyrics
[Verse:]I'm on the edge, one step and I'll be overUnless I take those 12 steps, aimed at gettin soberThat's the s**t I told myself I'll handle when I'm olderAnd now I'm older and still got this devil on my shoulderBottle up my problems, like prescriptions I'm poppinAll the liquor that I find myself drinkin so oftenNow these cards are dealt, told myself I don't need helpNumb myself to everything, and keep on runnin from myself[Chorus:]Let's drink away the pain, let's make another toastLet's smoke another blunt, until it's just a roachAnd pop another pill and drop another doseI haven't lost it yet but now I'm coming closeI'm just chemically imbalanced (On that shit)I'm just chemically imbalanced (Lost my grip)I'm just chemically imbalanced (One way trip)And now it's too late for turnin back (x5)[Verse 2:]Left here to battle this addictive personalityThat's got me living in this alternate realityLosing touch before this? So graduallyCause at this point I need these chemicals to balance meIt's like I'm following a blueprint that the devil madeSince I first took my Ritalin in the 7th gradeThe doctor gave me 16 milligrams, just a kidBarely weighed a buck, it's like they used me as their guinea pigCrazy teen, medicated addDoctor said take only 1, but you know I was taking 3Blazin tree and skippin class, getting drunk and missin mathBangin chicks without a rubber, crushin pills up on the deskChemically imbalanced in this m**********r, startin s**tStill I was a smart kid, got myself a scholarshipPrivate schools with it, button-downs with the doctorsAnd the Jansport full of weed stuffed into my locker[Chorus:][Verse 3:]See I'm just wreckin out weekly, livin on repeatStill in highschool but the teachers could never reach meAlways was the f**k up with a chip on my shoulderAnd a pocket full of anything to keep me from soberSee I was livin like there's no tomorrowChewin on a xany bar, rollin up the window smokin blunts up in family carBottles to the head, got the tension on the redNever listenin to what my parents saidI was always rollin with an ounce or twoEverytime I'm bouncin throughFlippin everybody off like Shady taught me how to doAlways thinkin that the more we burnin, the merrierJust a kid from middle-class suburban AmericaAnd so many others like me, listen to me nightlyHappy that somebody else is feelin what they might beSo Christian pop a pill, oh yeah I bet you willCause if that s**t don't make your problems then he lost forreal[Chorus:]
