City Of Ashes - Recovery Lyrics
I stare back at the changes, where I wanted to be by nowIs writing songs of happiness, and having myself figured outBut I'm just a disappointment, it becomes clear to meWhen this winter's over, I'll still be here, choking on uncertaintyI've grown to know, there's no future for meIt's just about the time it took to give up on our fantasiesBack up, give out, 'cause I can hardly breatheThis pressure's growing in my head, and I can hardly seeThis is the journey of recoveryThe loss of all I swore to keep so nearAnd that my fear is that I'll wake one day in purgatoryWith all the things I used to love a slowly faded memoryI've grown to know, there's no future for meIt's just about the time it took to give up on our fantasiesBack up, give out, 'cause I can hardly breatheThis pressure's growing in my head, and I can hardly see way up hereNobody cares if inside I'm dyingAs long as the songs in my head keep tryingTo convince everyone I'm something I'm notUnder constant pressure my heart might stopNobody cares if inside I'm dyingAs long as the songs in my head keep tryingTo convince everyone I'm something I'm notUnder constant pressure my heart might stopNobody cares if inside I'm dyingAs long as the songs in my head keep tryingI've grown to know, there's no future for meIt's just about the time it took to give up on our fantasiesBack up, give out, 'cause I can hardly breatheThis pressure's growing in my head, and I can hardly see way up here
