Commander Venus - The Raining Holiday Lyrics
My eyes are emptyThe house is quiet nowToday has claimed and ruined meMy pulse is waitingAs boredom strangles itI might sleep but I won't dreamIs that what I need?Is that what I need?I wanted to see, I want to believeSo I scratch and scrape to findTo find a reason to live in a god or a girlOh, I tried, I triedTo abandon guilt, other things that don't existThe hours numb meSome words are stinging stillBut I don't feel them when they doMy head is open, my eyes are bleedingAnd they demand to see the truth, the truth, the truthBut what would that prove?But what would that prove?I wanted it too, I wanted it tooAnd I strain to see the sunI'm just so sick of the gray and the rainThis is it, I am doneI am doneAnd I'm laying downLet today roll off my back, I'll be all right