Darren Criss - Jealousy Lyrics
I hate where I'm atActing crazy like thatI know that I've been wrongIt's something I've been working onAnd I don't know what to doIt's changing me it's killing youI'd tear out my insides if I couldBut I don't know if it'd do me goodI'm sorry friends I'm sorry loversTo put us all in this messI know we still got each otherBut I'm in distressCause every time that I feel like I've figured it outI can't seem to figure it inIt's got nothing to do with meIt's not even you, you seeIt's part of my chemistryIt's this jealousyIn absolutely no positionTo be so needlessly unkindWhen I'm the one writing this fictionMake it real in my mindIt drives me crazy in the morningWho is this monster in the mirrorI try to get the steam to fog it outBut I just can't get it clearOh and I can't stand what I'm feelingIt's just like poison in my veinsI know that I'm speakingBut I don't know what I'm sayingCause every time that I feel like the world just got lighterIt seems like my muscles give outIt's got nothing to do with meIt's not even you, you seeIt's part of my chemistryIt's this jealousyAnd I'm hearing your voiceBabe, you know it's your choiceMaybe soAnd I know it's no useBut it's the only excuseThat I know, no noLet me goLet me goOh let me goOh let me goNow let's be real I feel just like a childSomeone could be taking all my toysSo call me dumb, call me wildSee that's the thing with little boysOh now I can't get it out in the showerOr drink it off at the barThis sugar's gone sourAnd it's gone way too farCause every time that I feel like I'm riding so high,Feel on top of the worldThe b*tch just keeps telling me noIt's got nothing to do with meIt's not even you, you seeIt's part of my chemistryThis demon is killing meAnd oh Christ it's filling meIt's this jealousyOh, and I just can't believeIn this jealousy,This jealousy for youOh this jealousy,This jealousy for you
