Evil Child - Tears, Sweat, And Allusions Lyrics
Turned off by fearAnd I cant remember what to doI cant remember how to actDont remember whats trueI dont know where to turn to,answers arent too clearOr maybe they are truths towhich we cant hearLeft alone and waiting,waiting for a cueTired of pretendingof knowing what to doIll run away into the nightIll leave him here aloneLeave all this behindleft to be unknownIll finally fall down to my kneesIll turn away and forget my memoriesI cant explain the wayIve felt for him from the very startBut everytime I see himit just breaks my heartLove is an allusion lived in fantasiesReality is more confusion of thatfrom which we fleeLife is cold and bitterwe must struggle to surviveDreams and my allusionsare what keeps me aliveI dont know where to turn to,answers arent too clearOr maybe they are truthsto which we cant hearLeft alone and waiting,waiting for a cueTired of pretendingof knowing what to doWounds cant heal whenthey keep tearing openI cant see straightcant see whos my friendWho Ive loved has always been stolenIm always driven out in the endPeople take but do nothing because he's not mineWhy does this shit always happen all the god damn timeIm sick of it allI can go with out him in my lifeIm tired of all this pretendingIm tired of all the strifeAgain return these feelingsof anguish and dispairAgain comes thisshocking pain thatI canty stand to bearI dont know where to turn to,answers arent too clearOr maybe they are truthsto which we cant hearLeft alone and waiting,waiting for a cueTired of pretending of knowing what to do
