Haystak - Wish You Could See Me Lyrics
I wish you could see me crying like a babyGrieving not believing he's on a machine keeping him breathingHe aint leaving hell naw he's staying right hereHoping Im dreaming caught up in a nightmareEmergency technicians cut him out his clothesSo they could see tha bullet holes put tubes up his noseI suppose I'm suppose to be strong but damn thatMy boy was supposed ta live longerI'm remminesn bout drinking brews and smoking bluntsPrayed for the first time in monthsGod I know you cannot allow this madness to go on for so longBut I think you proved you point were going to live right for now onHis momma helped to tell me his fight was incredibleBut it's inevitable if he makes it he'd be a vegetableRaised nurtured him too much loveToo sit and watch him hurt so him pulling tha plugI walked in seen him laying thereLooked like he was sleeping lights was blinking machines wasn't beepingIt was just me my homie had flat linedso I hugged him told him I loved him For tha last time[Chorus]I wish you could see meI wish you could see meWish you could see meI wish you could see meCruel intentions complicating doomPulling for my partner in tha operating roomSewed him up put him in I.C.U.The doctor told his family thieve done all they can doWe had high hopes just knowing he'd pull throughBut he got this look on his face like he just knewHe might not be able to come backI said squeeze my hand if you feel me he didn't reactSo that's one more homie that we lost to the late night[Rain Starting]Kill tha head light pull up at tha grave sightWe were there twenty minutes seemed like forever it lastedHis brother broke down his moms collapsed on tha casketSee tha caretaker throw the first shovel of dirtI cant begin to describe how much that hurtI can begin to describe I aint going pretendI can't begin to describe that[Chorus]In this game I don't lost some money but I can make my N's backI done lost some homies but ill never get my friends backThick and thin we thought it wouldn't endBut we were wrong son life does not go onAlone he died, He's strong I triedBut even grown men cry sometime no sunshineJust gray skies tear filled eyes sad goodbyesVisualize my homies ride, [?] before he died he saidBe patient it'll happen god aint calling you to ballingStak you is meant for rapping be in shapeFor your life to end you wound up in the PennFor a mistake missed your big breakSo now Im trying not to die myselfChoose my goals go for the gold and apply myselfI felt pain for henrys; I stained middle ones hurt worstI see us putting you in the hearseThe redwood casket all gold trimThree piece pin strip gators and brimI can here him saying straighten up, you got music to tend toTell the country how we made good all that bad we been through[Chorus]OhhhhhI wish you I just wish youCould just see me man I just miss youAnd I just wish you could be with me causeI miss you and words can't describe the painThat I have felt since you have been goneSince you've been gone long, long, long, goneOhhh I wish you could see me
