Hopsin - Ill Mind Of Hopsin 7 Lyrics
IntroIt's us, find powerLive life, mind powerIt's us, find powerLive life, mind power[Verse]Yo, ***** anybody I might alarmLife is a tour, I sit and ride alongTaking some notes and then I write the songI’m staring down the road my life has goneIs this where I belong?Is it wrong to not believe in right and wrong?My mental state is *****ing me upAnd I cried upon while asking you for some answersBut we don’t have that type of bondThat my desires gone with the way that I’ve been living latelyIf I died right now, you’d turn the fire onSick of this bullshit, niggas call me a selloutCause I hopped on Christianity so strongly then I fell outNow I’m avoiding questions like a scared dog with his tail downFeeling so damn humiliated because they looking at me like I’m hellboundWhat story should I tell now? I’ll just expose the truthI'm so close to the *****ing edge, I should be close to youBut who the ***** are You? You never showed the proofAnd I’m only *****ing human yo, what am I supposed to do?There’s way too many different religions with vivid descriptionsBegging all *****ing men and women to listenI can’t even beat my dick without getting convictedThese ain’t wicked decisions, I got different intentionsI been itching to get it, I’ve been given assistanceBut the whole *****ing system is twistedNow I’m dealing with this backlash because Marcus isn't a ChristianAnd I’ve been told that my sinful life is an addictionBut I can’t buy it, it’s just too hard to stand beside itI need an answer and humans can’t provide itI look at the Earth and Sun and I can tell a genius man designed itIt’s truly mind blowing, I can’t deny itIs heaven real? Is it fake? Is it really how I fantasize it?Where’s the Holy Ghost at? How long it take Man to find it?My mind’s a nonstop tape playing and I can’t rewind itYou gave me a Bible and expect me not to analyze itI’m frustrated and you provoked itI’m not reading that mother*****ing book because a human wrote itI have a *****ing brain, you should know itYou gave it to me to think to avoid every useless momentIt was a mission that I had to abortCause humans be lying with such an inaccurate sourceIt’s gon’ be hard to put me back on the courseNext Jehovah’s Witness to come on my porch, I swear I’m slammin’ the doorA lot of folks believe it though, but I’m not surprisedHumans are *****ing dumb, still thinkin’ that Pac’s aliveI ain’t trying to take your legacy and torch it downI’m just saying: I ain’t heard shit from the horse’s mouthJust sheep always telling stories of older guysWho were notarized by you when you finally vocalizedNow I’m supposed to bow my head and close my eyesAnd somehow let the Holy Ghost arise, sound’s like a *****ing PoltergeistShow yourself and the boom is doneEvery rumor’s gone, I no longer doubt this shit, you’re the OneI’ll admit that my sinful ways was stupid funAnd all my old habits can hop onto of a roof to plungeI’ll donate to a charity that could use the funds***** the club, instead of *****es I’d hang with a group of nunsAnd everyone that I ran into would know what I came to doI wouldn't take a step unless it was in the name of YouI hate the fact that I have to believeYou haven’t been chatting with me like you did Adam and EveAnd I ain’t seen no talking snake or rabbit from treesWith an apple to eat, that shit never happens to meI don’t know if you do or don’t exist, shit is driving me crazySend your condolences, this is me reaching to you so don’t forgetIf hell is truly your pit of fire and I get thrown in itI’mma probably regret the fact that I ever wrote this shitMy gut feeling says it’s all fake, I hate to say it but ***** it, shit I done lost faithThis isn’t a small phase, my perspective’s all changedMy thoughts just keep picking shit apart all dayAnd in my mind I make perfect senseIf you aren’t real then all my prayers aren’t worth a centThat would mean that I could just make up what my purpose isAnd I could just sit in the church and say “*****” in the servicesMan what if Jesus was a facade? Then that would mean the government’s godI feel like they’ve been brainwashing us with a lotSo much that we don’t even notice that we’re stuck in the boxMan everything is “what if”, why is it always “what if”Planet Earth “what if”, the universe “what if”My sacrifice “what if”, my afterlife “what if”Every *****ing thing that deals with you is *****ing suspectI’m *****ing done, I’m *****ing doneThis is my *****ing life and I’m living it, I’m having funIf you really care for me, prove that I need to live carefullyBut I’ll be damned if I put my own pleasure aside for an afterlife that isn’t even guaranteedWe are you, and you’re us, stop playing gamesMy life’s all I got, and heaven is all in my brainAnd when I feel I am in hell, my ideas are what get me through painDo as you please, and I’ll just do me, I’m a human, I’ll stay in my laneI'll mindOutroIt's us, find powerLive life, mind powerIt's is, find powerLive life, mind power
