Jus Daze - Reflection Lyrics
[Intro:]I hear you don't know who you areAnd yet I can't help staring!Looking at my childhood picturesThinking to myself, 'where you've been, lone nigga?'Now you're much bigger when you lost innocenceThoughts of myself, looking in a mirror, innocence!I grew up, always thinking, what if I blew up?Every week a new cut, every night a new slut,Well, that life is a lonely roadBut ironically, that's the only one I know!Yo, I remember family dinner on SundayFull stomach, early to bed to wake up Monday.Now I'm doing shows, taking pictures on the runwaySounds like you're living the life!Yeah, some say!But I rather munch mom's spaghettiAnd getting yelled to come in, 'Darius dinner's ready!'Instead of walking a road where my soul is unsteadyAnd the justice got a load on its shoulders...Yeah, and just ... like a rapperAlso Darius is closing another chapterOf my life... and stone with a hammerI'm build to those natural, no need to act up!See, I know that most of the time showed thatAlways in front of cameras, my life is in KodakYears of my life wasted, I want those back!Still staring at these childhood pictures throw back.I go black, I forgot where I wasWrist locked to the... like I'm riding in cuffsLife's jail, playing game is...I'm confined to my bars, cause I'm liking the buzzEyes hurt, cause these tears are like crying with blood.Memories clear... when shining on..Do I think better or clever? None of the above!I'm just trying to remember who the ***** I was!I lost my old *****, say good bye to numerous friendsLost money doing shows, also made a couple endsAlso made a couple friends, for how long? Who knows?!If you're in the same boat with me, then cool thoseWell wishes, I do those, instead of wish backEspecially since it seems to make more enemies madSee, I'm glad most of the time for all of my shineAnd I get to perform on my prime and get home in the grindThat's fine!But I get to see what it's like closeAnd I put my soul on a thin line and walk a tight ropeSee, I ain't a .. which kinda holds me back,But I ain't a quitter either, so what's less bad?To remember my childhood and the innocence I hadAnd rip myself to pieces while summoning it back,Or stab someone in the back to move up fast,I'm cut from a different cloth, that's who I am!
