KidCrusher - Overdose (Suicide Note) Lyrics
This pain inside of me is so pure that its hard to ignoreI start to suffocate myself to block out all of my thoughtsI'm waking up to medication fall asleep to medicationJust cant seem to stop my concentration (SHUT UP)***** it, I'm sick of myself,All the bullshit keeps on following meAnd swallowing me, right after the lobotomy,There's nothing left inside of meI'm just *****ing hiding me and trying to numb the painPill after pill after pill everydayBlowing all my money, so I can liquefy my liverBlazing up the weed, even though I don't smokeTrying sleep but I cant sleep so back to medicationI don't even know if I want to live or die,Laying on the floor feeling like I want to flySo I can see my dad for the very first timeWould he even want to see me? just because I'm that guyI want to overdose, its just so easy to dieI want to get outside of me, and realy feel alive