M. R. Thompson - You Got to Change Lyrics
Percocet killed my unborn child.Fetus without a gender.Thanks for giving my former flag-bearer welfare.“Feed us” food. Not stamps to trade vendors.I use to sell drugs.Hey, every town has a pharmacy.Friends do it. Rappers too. -It's all I see.Now I think while my Blues attack,“Did those 'blues' come back? Is karma after me?”(Ryan Hollander)You!You got to change, daddy!You have to change!You got to change, daddy!You got to change, you!You have to change, daddy!Please, daddy.Please, daddy.Can't run away!You got to stay!You got too change!You got to change, you!(M. R. Thompson)If only I could turn back time.I would have fallen in-love with myself instead.So my opportunity at fatherhood wouldn't be Rick Grimes.The Walking Dead.Imbalanced like a cunt-joined twin.Two thoughts trying to move one me.Life has become a “merit thon” that I cannot win.Uncool, but not hot, merely -P.T.S.D.To friends I'm a flashback.Pissed that people think I want pity.All I want is my past back.Not the momentsJust the hope that I felt.When every word spokeA championship belt!Shouts!So loud they inspiredWhen popped wheels didn't quitThey retired.Without the retiringJust the rewiringWhen I looked through eyesThat kept the fire in.Before ex-wives and nervous breaksWhen Tourettes didn't feel like a sinBefore I stepped out the shower soaked in tearsWhere I left myself drenched and threw the towel in.It's not a metaphorWhat the hell had I “met her for”?I was finally living life again and an others addictionMade my life and my child’s abort***** You!Now I only unwrap wordsSo too only impregnate mindsAt least words I can take back“I love you.” Those words are mine30 mil.Grams. Not Bills.Pills.So Small. So Still.It's the little things in life.It's the blood that spills.I guess the people that I helpedDidn't make up for the ones I killed.I Killed.I killed.(Ryan Hollander)Why did you want to kill me!?!You got to change, daddy!You have to change!You got to change, daddy!You got to change, you!You have to change, daddy!Please, daddy.Why 'O whyWhy did you come to meWhy in the morningWhy in the eveningWhy 'O whyWhy did you have to love meAlive left in mourningWhy did you want to kill me!You GotYou GotYou Got to Change You!My love the sky is fallingThe tears are running downFrom your eyes they are ballingHush Dead. I'm here now.(M. R. Thompson)Flat lines are only cliché until they happenWe all live forever until we don'tLife only sucks until its goneI wished her death until I found her noteTears dryer than a “laundromat”How much can a “hollow-cost”?My bloodline popped outAnd become extinctMy baby's footprint hit the earthAnd became a foss-Ill... sick.They use to call me itching.Scratching like a D. J.Offbeat. Twtching.I use to discountLike I hated mathIf you were worth your saltI would find that bath.Perc... upand ...setWith my son as he fadesShit.You begged like a bum.Hand out for some change.I left like a southpaw.You cried my name.I came on back.Porn star. Pulling out doggy.Caught pants down.But the dick was all me.Choices.I trusted U.But I only got half.The W.I wish I mayI wished I didMake that wishI'm sorry kid.I'm sorry(Ryan Hollander)Why 'O whyWhy did you come to meWhy in the morningWhy in the eveningWhy 'O whyWhy did you have to love meAlive left in mourningWhy did you want to kill me!Why 'O whyWhy did you come to meWhy in the morningWhy in the eveningWhy 'O whyWhy did you have to love meAlive left in mourningWhy did you want to kill me!
