Marianas Trench - Alibis Lyrics
From the scrapes and bruisesTo the familiar abusesI'll kick and scream but it never changes anythingI could spill my guts outWearing my best little girl poutAnd I almost missed itBut nobody said that this was gonna be easyThis is not the man I hoped to be,And I'm just trying to stop the bleedingI don't know how to word itI just started to deserve itAnd all my, all my faces are AlibisAnd me, I'm half the man I wanted to beMost times it all comes out wrongI don't know the words but I'll hum alongThere's nothing familiar here anymoreTo anyone or anything,Enough to feel aliveAnd I still taste that sicknessAnd it makes me crazy without it at bestBut I'm in the same place I used to be,But I'm trying harder not to beThis is not the man I hoped to beAnd I'm just trying to stop the bleedingI don't know how to word itI just started to deserve itAnd all my, all my faces are AlibisAnd me, I'm half the man I wanted to beSo what am I? What am I? So What Am I?And all my, all my faces are AlibisThis is not the man I hoped to beAnd I'm just trying to stop the bleedingI don't know how the words go,I just started not to say noDon't want it, Don't get itI know you won't regret it,Don't surface, Don't surfaceAnd I feel so damned worthlessAnother day is gone and all my faces are AlibisAll my faces are AlibisAnd me,I'm half the man I wanted to be