Marodium - Search For Relief Lyrics
Watch me, as the fear forces me to descendIf these were the last of my hours, you still could not make me repentI never asked for any of this, and I never want to do it againThere’s nothing else left of me, but the bitter taste of resentHow can this, beat me to death?Why do I, reject myself?This will be the end of thee, for insanity just spoke to meI’m in a search for reliefIf only it was the last time, maybe I could live with the sinsBut after ages of this treachery, I’m left with way too much withinWhile this fight stretches me too thin, I cannot see nor feel the endBut in this moment of my ailment, only agony is my friendI crave this madness insideAnd from this feeling, not even I can hideWhile the world so steadily burns and my fragile mind collapsesI’ll try to muster my last strength, and rebuild from the ashesA staggering scent of victory, but as I feared, everybody has left meI want a break, I want out of this life, I no longer want to live all theseLiesHow can this, beat me to death?Why do I, reject myself?This will be the end of thee, for insanity just spoke to meI’m in a search for reliefWhere do I, find the strength?How do I, retain my will?I must go on, I will not falter due to hateI will find my relief
