Messiah - Living With A Confidence Lyrics
I look in the mirror, I see another faceWaiting for my end will be my painful raceMy appearance has altered since I consulted my surgeonHe told me about my illness, will survive one seasonDrinking is what I need to forget my daily sorrowSadness is forgotten, will feel better tomorrowLiving with a confidence will not be betterMy body is going weaker, my walking is a stagger[Chorus:]Jesus, I beg of thee, redeem my endless painForgive my sin and save my life, that's only what I needI prayed to you, every night, is this your thank to me?I know you made this illness and drove me insaneIt's my intention to fight this battle against youTruth and denomination destroyed my lifeThere exists only hate and rage in my headPictures of my childhood cross my brain all the timeHappiness was easy, there weren't evil mindsSadness was a foreign word, I never felt betterI played with my friends, day in, day outI've got a lot of thoughts about my futureMy body's a piece of misery, I'm crippled like a creaturePerishing in my bed and watching children playShall I wait for my end, will this be the right wayMy torment is getting stronger, suicide is my solutionNobody will cry for me, they will treat me like a felonEverybody has forsaken me, delivery is my knifeWill suicide be the way to search for a new life[Chorus]
