Messiah - Raped Bodies Lyrics
Father and mother divorced as I began the school in hamiltonWe had the same problem every night with daddy's addictionViolence and drunkeness reigned his every day and made us downI felt really distraught as he finally left our homeThe time after was difficult, I felt rather unnervedBecause of my ugly appearance, they treated me like a foolA misfit, I was derided by the girls of our schoolI reached the height of my mental quandaryMore and more I shied away and went my lonely wayThe time of retaliation will comeFear, pain, tormentThey will comeAdmiration, worshipThey will treat me like a godTo talk with my schoolmates about girls was an abominationPossessing a girl was my biggest sexual imaginationI had realized that this idea could never be realityDazzled through my sexual lust I planned many different stra-tegiesI possessed no bad conscience only one aim in my eyesThe act of cruelty considered the last details in my mindA long time to wait for the sunset and the sacrifice made meblindShe was my number one girl, young with her long fair hairI struck her and dragged her body to the thicket where I rapedherAt this moment you were my girl and my dream was realityShe saw my face, there was no other choice but to kill herOnly now I had understood what I had doneI left the scene of the crime quickly and went homeI can't live with the thoughts that I killed a young girlThis was my past but I'm not proud about nowAlthough I killed a girl, they couldn't give me a life senten-ceAfter one year in the youth custody unit I will be freeFortunately we all live in a cracked system where you can kill
