Olivia O'Brien - Empty Lyrics
[Verse 1]I can't handle these pressuresAll I can say is this stress hurtsThings are supposed to get betterI just need to put myself firstI'm always trying my hardest not to pick myself apartThis energy is killing my vibes nowSometimes I just want to drown out all of the thoughts in my mindToo much going on at the same timeI wish it would stop and I've tried but, life just sucks then we all die[Pre-Chorus]That's just reality I don't lie to meYeah I'm *****ed up but I don't want to beI wonder if I'm good enoughBut maybe I've had just too muchTo drink, to smoke, to swallowI'm drowning up my sorrowsThere's rules I'll never followPretend there's no tomorrowI wish there was no tomorrow[Chorus]But I'm empty inside, yeah I'm empty insideAnd I don't want to live, but I'm too scared to dieYeah I'm empty inside, I just don't feel aliveAnd I don't want to live, but I'm too scared to die[Verse 2]Wish I could erase my memories, so I could stop feeling so emptyI wish that shit wasn't so temptingBut it's hard to resist when there's plenty of things I could do to ***** me upI want to let go, but I'm feeling so stuckSo all I can do is fill up my cupAnd sit here alone and hope no one disrupts[Pre-Chorus]That's just reality I don't lie to meYeah I'm *****ed up but I don't want to beI wonder if I'm good enoughBut maybe I've had just too muchTo drink, to smoke, to swallowI'm drowning up my sorrowsThere's rules I'll never followPretend there's no tomorrowI wish there was no tomorrow[Chorus]But I'm empty inside, yeah I'm empty insideAnd I don't want to live, but I'm too scared to dieYeah I'm empty inside, I just don't feel aliveAnd I don't want to live, but I'm too scared to die[Bridge]My body's shakingMy head is achingIt feels like my heart is breakingMy body's shakingMy head is achingI can't fix this mess I'm making[Chorus]But I'm empty inside, yeah I'm empty insideAnd I don't want to live, but I'm too scared to dieYeah I'm empty inside, I just don't feel aliveAnd I don't want to live, but I'm too scared to die