Onward - My Darkest Room Lyrics
Here within my walls so safe and warm my darknessLight is not a factorStay what will I may think today wrong and clever.Selfish sings the inner clever seedWalk away don't try to know meI've claimed my maud' from unperfect daysI'll take what's mine from my divine methods still provenThese thoughts I have you questions were not meant for you eyes to seeWhy should I know you what can you do that helps meReap and eat my lustful harvestleave there's nothing here and I don't care about your spoken concerns ofmy natureDare to try to really know meI'll leave you lost just to find my waySo satisfied of your demise no more a burdenThese thoughts I feel existing were always for my eyes to seeNo handed doom, there is no gloom, no hint of violent hatredFeel what I can feelAnd then you'll find the hallway to my darkest roomThe love I make for me is chosen (you've come too soon)From the pain of past and broken (nothing for you to see)Why so long have I been waitingJust to let fate be dictating (you cannot steal my fear)Seasons of unrest approaching (it's all now becoming clear)Careful in my dark selecting (just how many years)Feelings teem of constant irate (through many tears)God help those who stand in my way (I've learned it was always there)I want to gain everything unchastened (so scared at first)Chip away at my frustrations (but when revealed, I then was healed)Seven sins of deadly beckonNo force of divine will stop me (to know I rule my world)Evil is a state of free mind (I will have it my own way)Treasures that all seek I will find (don't look away)Look awayOr you will see man's darkest roomD