Patterns Of Decay - Llama Lobotomy Lyrics
Almost midnight and these walls seem to speakIs it ghosts or am I finally breaking down?Can't you see I'm not breathing?Can't you feel my heart not beating?Can't you see I'm not breathing?Can't you feel my heart not beating?Shock this system and resuscitate meNever mind the lack of bleedingThere's nothing to keep it pumpingI'm not even a human beingI'm just repeating old routinesAutomatic, just a machineFlip the switch and let me dreamThis has become my only releaseOH!You don't knowWhat I think of when I'm all aloneYou don't knowThe reasons that I shake at nightYou don't knowThe desolation rising in meYou don't knowThat this life scares the shit out of me!I let it outI let it outI let it outJust to drown them out"So take the pills,It'll be better tomorrow"At least that's what they sayKeep believing that lieI've become such a wretch!And now the morning creeps on inAnother day that just wont forget me