Potluck - I'm different Lyrics
and sever emotional abandonmentthis has caused traumatic anger issuesResulting in violent outburstsyou have responded to this bymassive amounts of self medicationso tell me how does this make you feel?Chorus (1 Ton):I think I’m different - People lookin at me funnytryin to play me like a dummy just cause I ain’t got no moneyI think I’m different - I keep on feelin like a wasteIt’s gettin hard to find my place I need my memories erasedI think I’m different - I’m kinda crazy in the braincall me borderline insane but I’m trying to make a changeI think I’m different - I couldn’t step into my ownI was lost without a home until I found the microphone(1 Ton):I was the boy who switched schools, the new kid on the block,the fat kid around the corner that no *****es wanna jockand the snitches wanna sock like I was new to this stuffcatch me slippin on the block and tryin to prove that they toughCalled me names like slim, made fun of my skinI swear they laughed and cracked jokes like I was missin a limbI guess I didn’t fit in I guess I’m different than themMy momma hugged while she cried - don’t you listen to themAnd the times I got beat up but I would fight to the endTried to keep my mind open, tried to find me a friendwas bumpin tougher than leather when I was sad and wanted injust when it started gettin better is when we packed and moved againA set back is a set up for a comeback when it’s overtried to suck it up instead a cryin on your shoulderI’d be lyin if I told ya I was fine when I was older,I'm puffin on the dosia kill smokin like a stoner stillChorus (1 Ton):I think I’m different - People lookin at me funnytryin to play me like a dummy just cause I ain’t got no moneyI think I’m different - I keep on feelin like a wasteIt’s gettin hard to find my place I need my memories erasedI think I’m different - I’m kinda crazy in the braincall me borderline insane but I’m trying to make a changeI think I’m different - I couldn’t step into my ownI was lost without a home until I found the microphone(Voice): Mr. Leiderman, it seems you are sufferingfrom social anxiety disorder with social phobiaswhich cause you to be overwhelmed in simple situations.This sickness makes a person such as yourselfhave a very difficult and complicated life I’m very sorryhow does this make your feel?UnderRated:Yeah, sometimes I look into the mirror I see me and I don’t like itI never thought they’d be a time when I would have to write thisBut I’m different on the inside it’s hard to explainand if you see me smilin I’m tryin to cover up the paincause deep down I’m hurtin sick of tryin to fit in, heysick of tryin to be like him man, when I was just a kidI was down on myself I never thought that I could get throughthe smallest kid at my school and I was so far from coolJust searchin tryin to find the right place for meno cable tv and no new Jordan’s on my feetNo girl by my side I don’t wanna be aliveBack then I was so sad but I'm so glad that I survivedCause struggle makes ya stronger look at me I’m living proofIf I can do it anyone could too I wouldn’t lie to youI was the shyest dude and I used to be so afraidNow I’m flowin crazy on the stage I came a long wayChorus (1 Ton):I think I’m different - People lookin at me funnytryin to play me like a dummy just cause I ain’t got no moneyI think I’m different - I keep on feelin like a wasteIt’s gettin hard to find my place I need my memories erasedI think I’m different - I’m kinda crazy in the braincall me borderline insane but I’m trying to make a changeI think I’m different - I couldn’t step into my ownI was lost without a home until I found the microphone
