Q-Strange - Eternal Bliss Lyrics
This is for all the lost souls, there is hopeHappiness is all I want but I am caught by miseryAnd no one understands or even cares if I just live or dieThere is only one way out and I am not afraid to take itIt's the only way I say is Su-i-cide {*repeat 3X*This kids mom died when he was just fifteenLeft with his house his pops was a dope fiendWho didn't give a ***** about himHe even thinks that he'd be better off without himHe goes to school with no friends and he's mad forHe misses his mom even though she was a crack whoreComes through the backdoor so dad wont seeCuz after school at 3' he gets greeted with a beatHe has to go around with smelly clothes and no socksWhile other kids rocked new Nike's and ReeboksHe's not happy with his miserable existenceSometimes he has the urge to just say 'Good Riddance'Grew up around drugs but never thought about trying itTried to not become a product of his environmentHe tried even to talk to his pillow like a psychiatristScreaming in to it 'Why did she have to die'Mom was in a program to get off the stuffI guess she wasn't ready, or strong enoughBut if she was alive it wouldn't be good eitherCuz dad used to beat her every day and mistreat herHe hates his father but it's all he has leftHe doesn't want to live because he's afraid of deathBut maybe he think that he'd be better off deadHe grabbed a paper and a pen, wrote a note and it said:(Chorus X 3)He feels a little nervous because he doesn't know what left itWhat be the best to end it He's starting to cry now.Time now he wants to just think it throughLife stinks it's true but there's got to be a better wayA better day may come but it ain't likely'It's a constant battle in this life, It fights me'He thinks that he's a coward but in fact he's real braveNever gave in to temptations that put his mother in the graveHe wants to be saved, but no one hears his cries for helpexcept for god in heaven, still he wants to kill himselfHe wasn't brought up to know about god and the bibleHe own short life was spent nothing but survivalSuicidal thoughts evading his young mindSunshine is something he ain't seen in a long timeHe can't take the loneliness and the sadnessGoes in the other room and gives his dad a kissEven though he's passed out from the drugsHe still only has - and in a way still loves himHe wants to join his mom in eternal blissGot in the bathtub and sliced his wristAs he watched his blood pour out the veins and down the drainHe said goodbye to the pain(Crying)(Chorus) - repeat 4XThere is hope, you can get helpThere's somebody you can talk toThere is hope(Chorus) - repeat 2X
