Q-Strange - Nothing Lyrics
* send corrections to the typistAll of my life ever since the beginningI wanted to fit in I tried but I didntI went in, I'm losin they call me a loserA loner, a stoner, drug user, abuserA burn out, it turns out I just aint the sameAs these kids at my school, they so cool, I'm so lameCalled names, and they tease meI wish they'd just leave alone but they dont and its so rough to be meTurn on the TV and all that I seeVideo's flashin that image at meYa gotta be pretty, with money and perfectI'm poor and I'm ugly, my life just aint worth itI'm certainly destined to be a nobodyNo money, no nothin, no woman just ***** itNaw hold up a second I got an ideaGot nothin to lose I got nothin to fearI could let my life fade away like nothinOr I could go out big and be known for somethin'Stay up all night and I plot and I planTry not to wake up my sleepin' old manSneak and I creep in his room while he's sleepin'Open the closet I see it I got itI'm grabbin' his gun and then some ammunitionI bet they'll be wishin' that they stopped the dissin'Get up in the mornin' I'm loadin' the gunIt'll be fun to watch them kids runWalk in the school and I'm shakin' and tremblin'I'm gettin' upset man I'd better forget it"Hey nice sneakers, where'd ya get them in the garbage?""yeah whatever man""Shut up loser"Naw ***** that, thats it, it's enough of this screamin'Its time to get even and I won't be defeatedI seated in class waitin for the bellWhen it rings Ima go up and blast off these shellsLook at these kids with they clothes and they carsAnd they fathers who let them live like movie starsWit they sneakers that cost more than pops makes in two weeksI truley can't wait to go and start the shootingMy teacher ***** 'em, don't like him a bitHe said I would grow up not amount to shitAnd maybe he's right but that shit is still *****ed upWhile these kids are mad rich, and *****es are stuck upTony, the captain of the football teamCan't wait to see him start runnin' and screamin'Britney his girl from the chearleading squadIma blast and I'll piss on her bloody pom pomsMinutes are ticking and ticking awayCome on bell ring man I aint got all dayScrew it I walk to the front of the classAs the students and staff just look at me and laughI grab the gun and I just take it outThey see me and duck, some run and shout*****in the glock and I start to just squeeze itThen somethin happened I couldn't believe itI just couldn't do it, I'm watchin'em scatterStandin' here frozen as if it don't matterWant to, and I just wanna buckBut *****, I cant even do it I'm stuckI'm truly a nothing a loser it's trueI can't even do what I wanted to doI planned all for nothin' I can't take'em outI pointed the barrel right into my mouth
