Real Friends - Spread Me All Over Illinois Lyrics
Change holds me down to the places that I don't want to beWhen I wake up I look in the mirror and I seeThe person that's been scaring me away from moving onAnd getting out of my headI had my nights in the same spotThat I told myself I would leaveI want to come home and have it be like it was before I leftI'm starting to see that I keep living alone in the pastSince loneliness will never leave my mindI can't shake it offAlways a fight between my best, my head and my heart,You can cut me up and spread me all over IllinoisI can't, I can't find myselfThis loneliness will never leave my mindI'm stuck and I feel like I'm the only oneI had my nights in the same spot that I told myself I would leaveI want to come home and have it be like it was before I leftI'm starting to see that I keep living alone in the pastSince lonely mess will never leave my mindDid I get left behind?Or is everybody else just hiding that they're lostThis loneliness will never leave my mindLoneliness will never leave my mindDid I get behind?Or is everybody else just hiding under that they're lost