(SIC)Monic - Illumination Lyrics
And I really don't think you know who you are so I reach out my hand but you'veFallen to far and you choke on the love that youClaim as your own but in darkness you still feel so alone and I wonder whenYou'll realize all the frailties of your life My soliloquy of decadent disarrayThe bloody snow from the fallen angels that now surround me the candlelight isBurningWill I ever get what I need or am I destined to crawl belowThe candlelight is burning the candlelight has been burning for daysBreak break break these are the weapons I forge from all the disgust that IHold deep in my heart and I cannot escape it it's diggingDeep and it's paralyzing you look so pitiful and useless here7 days to realize just what you are the silence is so deafeningAnd when you fall back down I'll meet you are you breathingSo I'll take it and I'll squeeze it and I'll shove it way deep down in my chestI'll never give it up for anything I'll never give it upParanoid, paralyzed, all your faith lost insideDevastate mesmerizeAnd on the day when I realized my own humanity I sat down on the sidewalk whichRan along the streets which I have dwelled for so longAnd although it was 2am the streetlights were illuminating so brightly ICould've sworn it was just before the break of dawn oh but of all theTransgressions that make a man so defeated inside each moment lost in timeI dug my knuckles into the pavement and the wind began to blowAll the love all the fear walk alone she'd a tear you will know who you are onThe edge of the earth I am meek we are strong sun reflects ambiance brokenHearts ruined dreams bound by what we conceive devastate mesmerize no more painNo more lies you will know who you are on the edge of the earth candlelightBurns away never thought I'd see the day finally you realizedAnd every thought that you have resemble the lies that you tell yourselfDelusionary and insolent your manifesting you every fearDwelling into your narcissistic state of mind oh but the suffering will noLonger behold you all your love all your lifeI am your deepest fear infesting all you experience searing vibrant withinThese walls and that's where I'll stay forever
