Sadistik - Memento Mori Lyrics
Of stagefright, another playwrite dies againI reach for great heights and play my violinOn my vocal chords where the great whites hide withinIm neglectin' broken veins and the ventricles that breakWhen I'm hiding what I feel in a Texas Hold 'Em faceI better fold that ace, and find a past timePride has flat-lined and my pedastol's at stakeReality's orphan kid, casualty abortion vict'Journalist of worth, personality contortionistMy claws scrape the graniteScratchin' pain poems in hallways I'm trapped inI think of Colepaugh taking his final breathAnd the bullets that he lodged in David McDonald's chestI swear to god that I felt the bullets tooIn a homicide, suicide I sing the ocean bluesHear the sounds, of a thousand broken spiritsA man who wouldn't lie and a crowd who won't endear itConfessions of a clown thats sounding so sincere whenHe always faced the ground, wrote it down in quotes and lyricsI've got a ghost, but he never stays in touchAnother hole to dig and another grave to loveAnother fifth is gone, another day that sucksAnother dream is dead as the summer fades to duskI gotta find the time of day when I'm awake and noI'm not afraid to migrate and hide away aloneAnd every single song I make is another piece of myPeace of mind, if I fall in line and swallow pride I'll (choke)On rum and cokes, I'm runnin' low on beer and weekend boozeJust to ink a song and singalong right here to sing to youI'm out of love and tired and I'm sounding uninspiredWhen I'm drinking 'til I puke without a single reason toWith a one one two, when I con-front youWhen I do all the things that the ***** ups doCome to another place, undo lovin' mistakesWhen Im summonin' something abundant I'm lovin' instead of just runnin' awayA-way to look past this is gaze through look glassesSemantics passions practiced actions and thats it when I catch wind in an-tics(I wrote this for you Phoenix... listen)Every single night I pray my letters form a kissAnd it blows through the wind until it rests upon her lipsA metamorphosis that the butterflies imagineIn undecided fashion when weather storms emitShe settles scores with this and I just sit enchantedAs fireflies dance until her wish is grantedI listen frantic to melodies of heartbreakIt feels so temporary but she's telling me its alwaysI'd die in hell so my angel's not aloneAnd I'd swim inside her blood for a fatal drop of hopeJust to prove our engagements are solubleand dance to the chorus when the rain hits the solitudeAnd breaks into molecules, thats herAnother piece of me that feels but can't hurtI stand firm, in this apocalyptic breezeUntil I finally fall apart and then my confidence is breachedAnd Im gone... and Im gone...
