Senses Fail - Lifeboats Lyrics
I just want to feel alive.And love myself from the in and the outside.'Cause every time that I start to feel whole,I knock myself on the ground because it's all that I've knownJust like the streets burn a hole through your shoe.My soul has been worn out too,I'm 25 and I still don't fit inDirectionless, like a blind man paintingMother I'm so sorry, I can't go on like this.The lifeboats are leaving with or without me.What's the point of falling in love?If I don't love myself.What's the point of being alive if all I want is out.So I thought that it only feels rightTo make the decisions that endanger my life.Late late at night under black and blue moons.I question in the reasons that I self-abuse.I'm so pathetic.It makes me sick.I'm a fingerless pianist.I see reflections.I clench my fists.I'm a violin without the strings.Mother I'm so sorry, I can't go on like this.The lifeboats are leaving with or without me.What's the point of falling in love?If I don't love myself.What's the point of being alive if all I want is out.There is no love.There's only this:Just lust and lies, and selfishness.A black hole where the sun once was.I'm never falling back in love.'Cause it has never been enough.Ever since I've been a young boy I was aloneNow that I've become a man, the feeling's grown.Through the therapy and through the pills, I can't let go.But what about the *****in fact:I'm still alone.What do you do when you got nothing left?Give up! Give up! And hope for the best!I fell into the ocean, I and I feel sick,Waiting on a nameless rescue ship.What do you do when you got nothing left?Give up! Give up! And hope for the best!I fell into the ocean, I and I feel sick,Waiting on a nameless rescue ship.Mother I'm so sorry, I can't go on like this.The lifeboats are leaving with or without me.What's the point of falling in love?If I don't love myself.What's the point of being alive if all I want is out
