T3TRA - Oxy Lyrics
I down my oxy on the hourCurl up crying in the showerDifferent stranger every nightPretending I’m alrightI keep the lights on while I sleepI throw up everything I eatI’m dying, but I stay out latePretending I’m okayKnee-deep in oblivionOne more step, I’m goneDrowning in the pain, I’m going through a crisisPill to kill the ache, addicted to my vicesBody going numb, I'm left here on my ownBreathing but I’m brokenI drive without a place to goI sit alone with curtains closedI shop with cards that aren’t minePretending I’m just fineI pass out in the living roomI cover up with cheap perfumeI’ve wasted nights and wasted daysPretending I’m just greatKnee-deep in oblivionOne more step, I’m goneChorusI’m trying and I’m trying and I’m lying too muchI’m feeling like I’m dying, am I trying enough?I’m lying and I’m trying way too hard to forgetThe feeling of you leaving and the memory in my headI’m trying and I’m trying and I’m lying too muchI’m feeling like I’m dying, am I trying enough?I’m lying and I’m trying too hard to forgetThe feeling of you leaving and the memoryChorusLeft here on my own, left to my own devicesNow my body’s numb, I’m going through a crisisPill to kill the ache, addicted to the painBreathing but I’m brokenOxy on the hour, curl up in the showerOxy on the hour, curl up in the showerOxy on the hour, curl up in the showerBreathing but I'm broken