The Living Tombstone - It's Been So Long Lyrics
[Verse]I dunno what I was thinkingLeaving my child behindNow I suffer the curse and now I am blindWith all this anger, guilt and sadnessComing to haunt me foreverI can't wait for the cliff at the end of the river[Verse]Is this revenge I am seekingOr seeking someone to avenge meStuck in my own paradox I wanna set myself freeMaybe I should chase and findBefore they'll try to stop itIt won't be long before I'll become a puppet[Chorus]It's been so longSince I last have seen my sonLost to this monsterTo the man behind the slaughterSince you've been goneI've been singing this stupid songSo I could ponderThe sanity of your mother[Verse]I wish I lived in the presentWith the gift of my past mistakesBut the future keeps luring in like a pack of snakesYour sweet little eyes, your little smileIs all I rememberThose fuzzy memories mess with my temper[Verse]Justification is killing meBut killing itsnt justifiedWhat happened to my son, I'm terrifiedIt lingers in my mind and the thought keeps on getting biggerI'm sorry my sweet baby, I wish I've been there[Chorus]It's been so longSince I last have seen my sonLost to this monsterTo the man behind the slaughterSince you've been goneI've been singing this stupid songSo I could ponderThe sanity of your mother
