The Specktators - Defining Moment Lyrics
They want me to say it allI've been waiting for the momentYeahI ain't slept in months, got a lot that's on my mind'Bout to take the ride of my life, a lot up on the lineLife got it's moments, some of them define youLike losing the love of your life to try to find youNumb to it now, can't feel a damn thingFar from reality, closer to my damn dreamFar from family, closer to my damn teamMore and more it feel like the same damn thingAnd so I ride for my brothers til the wheels fallI'd told 'em we'd be stacking paper till it's real tallPeople whining about the hands that I deal y'allGo and get it on your own, I don't really feel y'allThis shit is cutthroat, I ain't never been the typeBut if you carry dead weight, it's hard to get your money rightAnd so I'm on a diet, I've cutting backI was giving everything and getting nothing back and I'm through with itI still remember sitting in the carYou would get emotional, I never felt so far removedFrom the feeling of having to make it betterMy mind is all in the future, I left my heart in a letterI'm cold now, everything we had is old nowLeast that's what I tell myself, it helps me on the road nowWe used to talk about everythingNow I feel like when we talk again, someone will have you in wedding ringIt's like my best moves hurt the ones close to meThey be asking when the hell did money mean the most to me?Since I got a taste and I left the comfort zoneNow it's either money or blowing up everything we've grownThis rap shit feels like everything I've ever knownLocked up in the studio, never picking up my phoneIt's always some bullshit, I just need to be aloneI don't want no distraction, I been in my zoneWord is we getting love in the cityFunny I feel it's like all I wanted from the beginningAnd now I'm too far away, figures thoughIt's always been motivation for me to get bigger thoughFriends were ashamed of my little hobby until the women they wanted were digging my musicAnd now they all be thinking it's chronicPardon my trouble of separating real from the fakeEveryone gassin' me up, I just be needing a breakI just tell it like it is and they be feeling a wayThey say I'm trippin, I say I'm finally feeling awakeToo much at stake, I ain't playing no gamesPeople guessing the suspects, I ain't saying no namesIt's family biz, you suckers don't know what family isI promise I see it clear, told the team we on the verge, guess that we'll see this yearMy fear is I'll get everything I wanted and nothing I need
