Turnover - Disintegration Lyrics
Oh my god, I fear I can't be savedThese idle hands have slowly dug my graveEvery day is the sameFeels like I'm disintegratingBack into the dust from which I cameSo I got in my car and I drove and I droveAll night 'til I couldn't stay awakeWent through LouisianaAs far as I went wouldn't ever be quite far enough awayAnd I never wanna feel like I'm dying'Cause the time that you waste won't come backSo I took a part of me that I hatedAnd I tried to leave it in the pastYou wake up, nothing againOld and broken and tiredGo to sleep all aloneWake up all aloneIf I said that I cared I'd be lyingYou wake up, nothing againOld and broken and tiredGo to sleep all aloneWake up all aloneIf I said that I cared I'd be lyingYou wake upYou're nothingYou're tiredYou're strugglingI just wanna try to be a better man before I fall apartYou wake upYou're nothingYou're tiredYou're strugglingTrouble always finds me even when I'm hidden way down in the dustYou wake upYou're nothingYou're tiredYou're strugglingThey say that we came from dust and to dust we will all returnYou wake upYou're nothingYou're tiredYou're strugglingMy days are numbered fewer than the lessons that I've never learnedI'm waiting on all of my demonsTo come and take me home