Wrekonize - Anxiety Attacks Lyrics
[Verse 1]Another sleepless nightMy sister said my sad songs ***** with her psycheIt's tough to keep it lightSometimes to even writeI gotta travel out far where the sunrise meets the beach at nightJust leak the secret twiceI know the odds are stacked against us in this laundromatWe drop coin we get it clean we live again we call 'em back seeThis is not another tale of suicideThis is an anthem for the ones that know its random when we do or dieI know I just sent ya the voicemailLife's a *****, so use your time while on the line to leave me some insightful shitCause it could be the last thing that you say, last thing I hear,Hear hear today gone gone tomorrow so i'll just take my place and cheerIn this cash paradeI'll just relax and stay low cause the stray bullets fly high above the palisadeAnother matineeAnother flashback to feelin' up girls on the bus and hopin' they don't back awayAnd I have to sayIf my mother's sister never passed away I often think what other path we takeThis life is hidden in the siren's songIf you can pick it out see you just might be lucky and survive it all[Hook]I'm tryna find the little kid in meI know where he's hidin', I'm tryin' not to let him growWithout becomin' my own enemyI just wanted you to knowCan't you see this anxiety is killin' meThis anxiety is killin' me[Verse 2]Hello memories, I thought that was the end of meEventually, the tension ceasce, through our little centerpieceAnd I'm upset it seems, even though I'm smilin' more than regularlyI never seem to lose my cool while enemiesAre tweetin' never squeak the leaks up out of they headBet they'd requote the note if they knew they was bout to be deadThis poisons got poison in itAnd my drinking waters so acidicI merely piss and pass a stone for criticsIf you ain't tried it, then you've never lived itWell I apologize but I'm a cynicCould you be more specific?I write these words that rhyme in lines for all my like of mindsAnd try to find the nicest time to prize this life of mineWhat a beautiful day to lose our *****ing headsSee its been truly amazin' to be stuck in bedThis life is hidden in the siren's songIf you can pick it out see you just might be lucky and survive it all[Hook]I'm tryna find the little kid in meI know where's hidin, I'm tryin' not to let him growWithout becomin' my own enemyI just wanted you to knowCan't you see this anxiety is killin' meThis anxiety is killin' me