Akeldama - Apotheosis Lyrics
I fall fast like nightingales in winter's cold sharp graspThe ground approaches faster with every struggle to lift your wings to fly againBut with every attempt comes failureIt naturalI can't pretend to think that all this effort will pay off anymoreI'm content with losing as long as this all finally just goes awayI've lost herI stripped her life away with my own handsI watched my world slip through the cracksAlone, and I'mFeeling conscious for the very first timeNow I'll pave the way into this corrupted mindI'm going farther than I've ever triedNow I've found a way to end this precious lifeMy heart is just a pulse away from bursting out through my chestCold fear shoots through my veins like shock waves,My god this can't be happeningAnd now its too late,I can't stop this anymoreRegret, regret, regret, regret!"How the hell did I end up here?I can't recall this place at allIs this my imagination?Or was that my dying breath?"I'm lost hereI'll take my life away of my own free willIt has become so clear, as I'mFeeling conscious for the very first timeNow I'll pave the way into this corrupted mindI'm going farther than I've ever triedNow I've found a way to end this precious life