Mia X - Rainy Dayz Lyrics
f/ Mo B. Dick[Chorus: Mia X & Mo B. Dick]Sometimes I love the rainy daysSo my mind and this pain can drift awaySometimes I love the rainy daysSo my mind and this pain can drift awaySometimes I love the rainy daysSo my mind and this pain can drift awaySometimes I love the rainy days[Mia X]Tears from Heaven rain down and cleanse meI'm out of control sometimes so much stuff's on my mindI'm trying to find the right path to walk onMaintain and be strong but I don't know how longI can keep on, sleep on itMy partner saidAnd then nightmares of troubled times invade the space in my headI'd rather be dead often than to deal with the pain and pressureSo let the rain fall and take it away all foreverBut you can never be rid of troubled timesYou can run away, try ot block it out but they gon' stay, stand firmSo we gotta learn how to deal with itLook life in the eye be real with it (I'm trying)I'm still getting bits and pieces of womanhoodFinally starting to realize that being grown ain't all goodI would rather be eight at my mom's placeCuddled and sheltered from the painBut for now I'ma leave it with the rain[Chorus][Verse 2]Please let it rain before my man comes homeMaybe he'll wanna talk and practice between my thighsInstead of on my eyes, while myI going throught this I keep asking myselfDoes somebody really love you, taking blows at youControlling you, and do you really love yourselfI don't know, it's like I can't think for myself anymoreI'm looking at the door, Lord please give me the courage to stepAnd if I do will I regret the day I leftIs he the best thing to ever happen to meAnd is it a minor flaw when he leaves scars after beating meOr can it be my self-eteem left with the first bruiseLord, will I ever be a victim on the evening news, I'm so confusedI've got more blues than B.B.He keeps on pushing and hitting and shovingAnd then claiming that he loves meFor life, trying to call me his wifeNo rings of courseSo can I give all this pain to the rain, let it pour[Chorus]Will I ever, ever, ever in my ruggedy lifeLive in a happy home and be a happy man's wifeNo cheating, no fights, connected to wealthAnd proud to look in the mirror and love myselfI think not, my hand full of dreams is all I gotOne wishing that the rain could make it all stopTop it off more, all the exit doors are lockedClick, change up got my brain detained and stainedWhat am I to do, Lord please talk to meThis bottle of Valiums keeps calling me[Thunder claps and rain falling]And he spoke, gave a sister award of hopeI'm bout to take my life back for sho'No more, waiting for things to happen for meHeaven's tears got me seeing things clearly, I love the rain[Chorus: with Mia X ad-libs] to fade
